Lots of lessons have been learned lately… my heart has been weighing heavy with many things. Most recently it’s the lesson that sometimes we hurt the people we love in order to protect them. I never understood that until now. I remember being angry at my partner for making decisions for us. Decisions that affected our future… our family. I used to be so mad at him. Then today as I was watching a movie, there was a scene of two lovers hurting one another to protect the other. I burst into tears because I know how hard that is to do. I can only imagine how hard that must have been for my partner oh so many years ago. I do it everyday now, and it is one of the hardest things a person could do. It’s like breaking your own heart over and over again. But at the end of the day, you know it’s the right thing to do. It’s a hard place to be and I commend anyone strong enough to put their own desires aside for the sake of someone they love. It’s beautiful and the purest of love in my opinion. It’s what motivates me everyday. It’s what keeps me fighting. I could never let that go in vain, and instead I let it guide me. Of course it’s not ideal by any means, but I’d rather experience love lost and break my own heart over and over, than to not experience it at all. My logo represents soulmates… a twin flame union. Two people who love each other unconditionally. The theory is that when they are together, it’s a love so deep that it’s literally explosive. And when they are apart, the two souls are better versions of themselves because no matter the circumstances, they have each other’s love. It is considered the biggest, deepest, soul connection you could experience. It brings peace, harmony, happiness, and love. I’m truly blessed that I have had the opportunity to experience that kind of love. You know, sometimes I fear sharing things like this but it’s a part of me I can’t deny. It’s what has helped me become the person I am today. The mother I am today. I am forever grateful for that, even if it means I break my own heart over and over again, I wouldn’t change it for the world.